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Reader Burnout Averted!

Yes, those are my ridiculously pale legs.

Most of the time, I’m a voracious reader. So it’s kind of disturbing when I look at my overflowing bookcases and can’t for the life of me find something to read. I think part of it is that I’m in my last semester of grad school and I’m kind of burnt out on that, but for the past few weeks, I just haven’t been able to read for pleasure. I’ve been reading for class, of course, but academic essays on cult films, while interesting, just aren’t the same as a really good book.

I started a few books (Child of Fire by Harry Connolly, which I am enjoying; and I’m also in the middle of a re-read of Neil Gaiman’s Neverwhere, which I’m using for my not-a-thesis paper) but couldn’t keep up the reading. I read a few magazines, which is better than nothing, I suppose. I’ve been reading bits of Before the Fallout by Diana Preston, a history of the development of nuclear and atomic science from the discovery of radiation to the atomic bomb. Honestly, if I were better at math, I would seriously have gone into the sciences. I think they’re so fascinating. But I’ve mostly been reading that one before I fall asleep at night, and I haven’t been doing my usual sort of reading, where I zoom through a novel in a couple of days.

Thank goodness I managed to break that burnout cycle yesterday, when I plowed through Rachel Ward’s Numbers. Next Monday, The Discriminating Fangirl will be hosting a Numbers giveaway, and I wanted to be sure I had a review ready for you. I won’t say much about the book right now–look for the review on Monday, too!–but I can’t begin to tell you how good it felt to sit up in bed until midnight because I couldn’t stand to wait until morning to read the last few chapters.

I need to spend some time today working on my not-a-thesis paper, but I’m going to start Jennifer Estep’s Spider’s Bite this afternoon. Man, it feels good to read again.


TDF Pamela

The Discriminating Fangirl, who is more likely to answer to Pamela if you shout it at her, is currently working on a MA in English, focusing on children's/young adult literature and popular culture. She reads voraciously, loves geeky movies and tv shows, reads comic books as often as she can buy them, and when she's procrastinating, she enjoys playing video games. She can be contacted at t.d.fangirl @ gmail.com and followed on Twitter at the link below.

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TDF Pamela's Top Ten of 2009

Another year has flown by, and it’s nearly 2010. You know… when I was a kid, it seemed like it took forever for the year to pass, but now? I blink and it’s a new year. Sheesh. But since it is the end of the year, that means it’s time for top ten posts! Keep your eyes peeled for more lists from the TDF bloggers in the next few days!

And now, in no particular order…

TDF Pamela’s Top Ten of 2009!

Books

The Strangely Beautiful Tale of Miss Percy Parker by Leanna Renee Hieber

My reading preferences tend more toward urban fantasy instead of its close counterpart, paranormal romance, but I absolutely love it when I come across a fantastic PNR book. This book? Is definitely one of them. I was startled by my reaction to the heroine, Percy. You see, she’s rather meek and unassuming, and my preferred heroines tend to be tough ass-kickers. But Percy is so sweet and strong underneath her fragile exterior that I couldn’t help falling in love with her.

Speaking of which, I got completely swept up in the semi-unrequited love affair between Percy and the brooding hero, Alexi Rychman. Oh, Alexi. He pushes all of my tortured hero buttons; he’s dark, lonely, devoted to what he thinks is his life’s responsibility, and damn, do I love to see heroes like that crack in the face of love. [happy sigh] Add to that my mental casting of Richard Armitage as Alexi, and I spent most of this book in a swoon. The romance is delicious, the setting is creative and detailed, and it’s an incredibly fun read. I cannot wait for the sequel. Read my review here.

TDF Pamela’s Rating:

Soulless by Gail Carriger

This is another one of those books that treads the line between urban fantasy (urban… historical fantasy? historical paranormal steampunk urban fantasy? too… many… genres!) and paranormal romance, but however you categorize it, Soulless is a delightful read. Yes, I just said delightful. Carriger blends Austen-esque diction with supernatural and steampunk sensibilities, and the story is carried by the two wonderful protagonists, Alexia Tarabotti and Lord Maccon.

Alexia is a preternatural, someone who completely lacks a soul and can therefore negate the powers of a supernatural–someone with an excess of soul who has become a vampire or a werewolf. She is a spinster, partly because she has inherited her father’s Italian looks but mostly because she’s smart, quick-witted, and not afraid to show it. Lord Maccon, on the other hand, is a werewolf, the alpha of London’s pack, and he pushes my hero buttons, too. Let’s see… grumpy, intelligent, tempermental, passionate… And when these two butt heads, the sparks fly. Soulless is a funny, interesting, and smoldering read, and again, I can’t wait for the sequel. Read my review here.

TDF Pamela’s Rating:

Naamah’s Kiss by Jacqueline Carey

I had read the first two books in Carey’s Kushiel series years ago, but I lost track of the series after a while. I always meant to pick them back up, but just never did. Naamah’s Kiss takes place in the world of Terre d’Ange, but is set a few generations after the events of the Kushiel books, and in my opinion, it’s a fantastic place to start if you’d like to dip your feet into Carey’s richly imagined world. I love good worldbuilding, and Carey is definitely doing it right. Her world is based on a historical version of ours, but twists history and mythology just enough that the familiar is new and fascinating. I especially loved the part of the book set in Ch’in, and I hope Carey sets the next book there as well.

The book follows Moirin, a Maghuin Dhonn witch, as she grows and tries to follow her destiny as one blessed by Naamah. Her travels take her away from her homeland of Alba to her father’s land of Terre d’Ange, where she learns the pleasurable ways of Naamah, and to distant Ch’in. Moirin is a fascinating character who is torn between her two lines of heritage, trying to adhere to her familiar traditions but also drawn to the strange customs of Terre d’Ange and Ch’in. Naamah’s Kiss is a wonderful adventure story, and I’m looking forward to more books in this series. Read my review here.

TDF Pamela’s Rating:

Bitter Night by Diana Pharaoh Francis

Diana Pharaoh Francis’s first urban fantasy is a damn good one. Bitter Night is a tense, gripping story that kept me hanging until the last page. The protagonist, Max, is utterly believable, and she is also easy to sympathize with. She’s been bound to Giselle, a witch whom she thought was her best friend before Giselle used magic and pain to turn Max into her Shadowblade, a warrior who thrives in darkness and protects the coven. Max is comfortable in her hatred of Giselle and uses her anger as a shield to protect herself. Her anger has even blinded her to the fact that her Shadowblades and fellow Sunspears have become the family that she lost when she was bound.

When she runs afoul of another witch’s plot, Max finds herself saddled with another Shadowblade, Alexander, who is much older than her and comes from a very different background. It was fascinating to see these two try to break the other’s armor, and the characters bounced off of each other very well. The story itself is obviously the beginning of a series, and as such the end of this book doesn’t feel so much like an end as a “To Be Continued…” It’s a strong debut into the genre, and I’m betting this will be a great series as well. Read my review here.

TDF Pamela’s Rating:

Storm Born by Richelle Mead

Holy cow. I can’t believe I let this sit on my bookshelf for a couple of months. This is absolutely amazing! I absolutely adore the characters, and this book definitely tweaks my love of faery stories. Eugenie is a very well-developed, likable protagonist, and the supporting characters are not flat at all, but all have distinct personalities of their own. I freaking love that. The plot is fantastic. While deceptively simple on the surface (rescue a kidnapped teenage girl from the Otherworld), underneath it’s an intricately woven story threaded through with Mead’s signature humor. Much like with her Georgina Kincaid series, I found myself laughing throughout this book.

The sequel, Thorn Queen, isn’t quite as good as Storm Born, but this is definitely a series that I’ll be following. I love the romantic competition between Kiyo, Eugenie’s kitsune boyfriend, and Dorian, the Oak King, even though for me, it’s not much of a competition. Dorian all the way! He may have ulterior motives and be a sneaky bastard, but god, do I love him. And while I do have a problem with the use of rape in the series (no spoilers here!), the books are well-written enough that it doesn’t feel gratuitous in terms of the rape-as-impetus-for-character-development issue. Scroll down to my review here.

TDF Pamela’s Rating:

The Felix Castor series by Mike Carey

Carey writes a damn good book. The Felix Castor novels are modern hard-boiled detective stories with a supernatural twist and a healthy dose of black humor. The mysteries are twisty and complex without being overly convoluted; each time, I got to the climax and gasped aloud because I didn’t expect the truth, but damn, did it make sense! I loved being along for the ride as Felix struggles against time and the bad guys to figure out the mystery before whatever Very Bad Thing that might happen happens. I also loved Felix’s sense of dry, foul-mouthed, and self-deprecating humor, along with his amazing mental backlog of obscure pop culture references. My kind of guy.

The books are written in first person, as is traditional in detective novels, and Carey writes it very well. First person is always iffy with me; it usually takes a very talented author to write from a character’s head without sounding awkward. Carey also never lets any omniscient narration slip into Felix’s stream of consciousness, so the reader only knows what Felix has figured out after Felix decides to share it in his internal narration. Carey is very descriptive, and I really appreciate it. Sometimes too much description becomes boring in its exhaustiveness, but Carey’s vivid descriptions are always fascinating and paint a strong visual for the reader. The world itself is fascinating. It’s our world, set in our time, but sometime within the last twenty or thirty years, the dead began to wake up. Some come back as ghosts while others possess their own dead bodies ( as a zombie) or take over animal bodies (as aloup-garou). There are also nastier things surfacing: demons like Asmodeus, who possessed Felix’s friend Rafi a few years before the beginning of the series. I’m very much looking forward to what Carey has planned for the next books in the series, because the underlying issue of the dead rising is a driving factor in what Felix does. His own private version of exorcism is music; he plays tunes that “describe” the ghosts on his tin whistle. That is so unusual and so utterly cool. And his dealings with the dead in these books bring about some excellently written character development. Felix is slowly growing a conscience after spending years playing ghosts into the great whatever-comes-next. His cynical atheism provides a nice counterpoint to the traditional religious reasoning behind the dead rising, and it adds a nice level of uncertainty. Read my reviews of the three books in the series here.

Movies

Star Trek


I have a confession. I’ve been a Trek fan pretty much since birth. My parents both watched The Original Series all through my childhood, and I discovered The Next Generation when I was in junior high. I… I even had a Commander Riker t-shirt. Yes, I’m blushing right now. I watched Deep Space 9 and Voyager quite often–Voyager more so because when I lived in Germany for three years, we had thirteen channels and it was on a lot. My interest kind of waned after I moved back to the States, and I never could get into Enterprise, but I still loved the series in a nostalgic sort of way.

So when I heard that J.J. Abrams was planning on rebooting the original series, I was interested but trepidacious. Could it compare to the old series? Would it be hammy or cheesy? Would it run off in a completely wrong direction?

I am very pleased to report that I freaking loved Star Trek. The casting was brilliant, particularly in Zachary Quinto as Spock. Hell, I can’t narrow it down like that. Everyone was fantastic in their roles, and (I’ll probably get flamed for saying this) I even liked Chris Pine better than the Shat as Kirk. Shatner makes my skin crawl, what can I say?

The story is creative in the way it creates a divergence from the established timeline, and is a rousing adventure, even if it didn’t make much sense in some places. It was fun enough to watch, though, that I really didn’t care if the science was hilariously bad. I know, I know. Star Trek isn’t really about science, but red matter? Destroying a supernova with a black hole? My nitpicker got a bit edgy, but again, it was so much fun that I got over that really fast.

Also, you should definitely pick this one up on Blu-ray. It looks gorgeous in hi-def, and I’m not just talking about Quinto’s Sexy Spock. ;)

Avatar

I was skeptical of the Avatar hype, I have to admit. The trailer didn’t do a lot for me, other than provoke a couple of “ooooh” moments at the CG graphics. But I thought that’s all the movie would be: good CGI. The Fanboyfriend kept reassuring me that pretty much everything James Cameron has done has been gold, but I thought that all of Cameron’s hype that this movie would change moviemaking forever was hot air that would set him up for a fall.

I was so wrong.

The CGI is amazing and it does carry the movie. It is, without a doubt, the best I have EVER seen, and Avatar has definitely set the bar for future films. The Na’vi are completely realistic, and the environments… oh, the environments. I want to live on Pandora, it’s so beautiful. The bioluminescence was gorgeous, and I loved how Cameron incorporated it into the designs for the Na’vi as yet another way to show their connection to their planet. I wasn’t thrown out by CGI blunders once during the movie; nothing looked fake. It was amazing.

I saw the movie in IMAX 3D, and before this movie, I wasn’t a fan of 3D. Aside from Captain EO back when I was a kid, the only other movie I had seen in 3D before Avatar was the re-release of The Nightmare Before Christmas. It… wasn’t great. It felt gimmicky, as if it was in 3D only so they could lob pumpkins at the audience and make you duck. That 3D also made me kind of sick to my stomach, and I had to close my eyes every ten minutes or so to make the vertigo go away.

I was kind of afraid of Avatar in 3D, to be honest, but my fears were unwarranted. While it’s not completely immersive (unless it is completely redesigned, there will always be a problem with turning your head and having the 3D go all wonky), it’s as close to it as I could imagine. A friend of mine said that he kept feeling like he was going to inhale the little floaty embers, and that is so right. As long as I stared straight at the screen, I did feel like I was much more involved in the environment than I would have in 2D.

The plot is fairly standard: man goes into strange, alien culture, discovers that he sympathizes with them more than his own people, and fights to save alien culture. But this plot is standard because in the right hands, it works really well. Not only did I cry a few times, but I also came out of the theatre with the same feeling I got back when I was a kid and watched Medicine Man. I wanted to donate money to nature preservation charities, haha. The actors were good, particularly those playing the Na’vi characters, and damn, do I adore Sigorney Weaver. She’s just… amazing. The bad guys were over-the-top evil, the good guys were heroic and proud, and the whole thing was a fantastically good movie. I enjoyed every second of it, and I can’t wait to see it again.

TV

Farscape DVD Set

So this isn’t exactly something that’s new to 2009. In fact, the series started up ten years ago, but 2009 was the lucky year that A&E bought the DVD rights, and so we fans finally got our hands on an affordable full series set.

I was in Germany when Farscape first aired, and it didn’t show on any of the channels we got on our crappy military cable package, so I first saw it in reruns a few years ago. The first ep I saw was “Meltdown” from season 3, and that had to have been the best ep to suck me in. It was sexy. SEXY. So I started hunting down the out of print DVDs and amassed a small collection, but I had never been able to see the whole series. Imagine my joy when I found out that the entire series was being released on DVD. WOO! The Farscape panel at SDCC 09 got me even more excited, and I preordered that baby.

The series is fantastic. The CG is a bit crappy (but then this was ten years ago), but the makeup and puppetry make up for it, and the acting is great. It’s awesome to see the whole series and watch the ragtag crew of Moya slowly grow into a surrogate family. My favorite thing, though, has to be the relationship between John Crichton, the astronaut who got warped very far away from Earth in an experimental space flight, and Aeryn Sun, the Peacekeeper who discovers that there is so much more outside of the life she used to know. Not only are they both ridiculously sexy, their relationship is also wonderfully believable in its fits and starts.

So if you’re a Farscape fan and have some holiday money to blow, you should totally buy the complete series ASAP.

Video Games

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

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So maybe this wasn’t the best game of 2009 by a long shot, but I didn’t play many new games this year, so nyah. ;) Those of you who’ve been reading TDF for a while know that I’m a serious Wolverine fangirl. I can’t help myself. I love the guy. But I always felt like he got declawed in the other video games. I mean, he’s Wolverine, for god’s sake. He routinely rips guys in half in the comics. But in games, we’re stuck with a Wolvie who just pokes and prods at the bad guys.

And then I played the demo for this game.

Holy crap. I had to run out and buy it immediately. See, this is Wolverine the way he’s supposed to be played. You get to slice bad guys’ arms off. If you hit them with the right combo move, you can even rip some of them in half.

OH YEAH.

Ahem. Every time I talk about this game, I feel kind of weird for feeling such glee about the violence. I mean, I just cheered about ripping a guy in half. That’s not usually my thing in games. But there’s something about X-Men Origins: Wolverine that turns me and my friends (who would sometimes sit around and watch while I played) into raving lunatics. It’s just plain fun. The storyline is ostensibly based on the movie, but in my opinion, the game’s storyline is much more interesting than what went into the movie. There’s a lot more background covered here, and while a lot of the story is running around, climbing walls, and eviscerating bad guys, it comes off as much more developed and thought out than the movie.

And if I might be shallow for a moment, the developers got videogame!Wolvie to look just like Hugh Jackman, and I have to say, I love it that Wolvie’s wifebeater gets ripped off as he fights. Of course, the shirt magically reappears when you level up, which cracked us up to no end, but until those level-ups, I get to drool over computer generated Hugh Jackman’s body. Heh.

And finally….

Shallow Honorable Mention
X-Men Origins: Wolverine

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I know, I know. This was not that good of a movie. But… but… I’m shallow. I admit it. And there was enough man candy in X-Men Origins: Wolverine to sate even the lustiest fangirl. This movie isn’t on my list because of its filmmaking merits. It’s here because the men are hot.

We got angsty, naked Wolverine. We got drawling, sexy Gambit. We got wisecracking, ripped Deadpool. We got dangerous, brooding Sabretooth. Hell, we even got Will.I.Am in a freaking cowboy hat. It was ALL sexy.

Well, except maybe for that kid who played teenage!Cyclops.


TDF Pamela

The Discriminating Fangirl, who is more likely to answer to Pamela if you shout it at her, is currently working on a MA in English, focusing on children's/young adult literature and popular culture. She reads voraciously, loves geeky movies and tv shows, reads comic books as often as she can buy them, and when she's procrastinating, she enjoys playing video games. She can be contacted at t.d.fangirl @ gmail.com and followed on Twitter at the link below.

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“Chick Flicks” that Secretly Hate Women

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Cracked posted a fantastic list that looks at chick flicks that secretly hate women. Can I get an amen?

Let’s do a quick rundown of the listed movies that I have seen and why I hate them.

#7: What Women Want

What do women want? It’s obvious! They want Mel Gibson because he’s a cigar-sucking, misogynistic asshole! The whole movie rubbed me the wrong way, but the ending in particular chapped my ass. Helen Hunt finds out that Mel was stealing her ideas and reading her mind, and she’s okay with it? She hooks up with him anyway? What the flaming fuck?

#6: Twilight

Yes, yes, a thousand times yes. Bella moves in with her controlling dad and immediately starts playing mommy to him, then meets sparkly Edward, who immediately starts controlling her. Jacob isn’t too bad in the first book/movie, but later HE starts controlling her, too. And does Bella shove them all off and tell them to go to hell? Nope. She swoons. Gag. (Apologies to Binary Betty. ;)

#2: How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days

I must first confess my deep and abiding hatred of Matthew McConaghey. The man has the acting range of a toaster strudel. He grosses me out. So… after sitting through an hour and a half of Kate Hudson acting out every disgusting stereotype about women and Matthew McConaghey drawling through an attempt to be Mr. Sexy, I wanted to puke. Unfortunately, my mother loves this movie. Ugh.

#1: Pretty Woman

It’s a retelling of My Fair Lady/Pygmalion. I get it. My film studies prof thinks this is one of the best movies ever and loves to bring it up to watch me grind my teeth. But I HATE this movie with the power of a thousand burning suns. Richard Gere falls in love with a hooker, awwww. How sweet. But only after she stops acting like Whorey McWhoreface and gets all gentrified. The lesson here? Ladies, you should mold yourself into Richard Gere’s idea of a perfect woman if you ever want to be loved and stop being a prostitute.

Ahhhh. I have to admit, it felt kind of good to vent my feminist rage at Hollywood’s bullshit. But now I really should get back to writing if I’m going to make it to 3400 words by tonight.

Tell me, which movies irritate you in the way they portray women?


TDF Pamela

The Discriminating Fangirl, who is more likely to answer to Pamela if you shout it at her, is currently working on a MA in English, focusing on children's/young adult literature and popular culture. She reads voraciously, loves geeky movies and tv shows, reads comic books as often as she can buy them, and when she's procrastinating, she enjoys playing video games. She can be contacted at t.d.fangirl @ gmail.com and followed on Twitter at the link below.

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X-Men 3 according to Michael Dougherty

194798001139607296(Who the heck is Dougherty, you ask? He was the screenwriter for X2: X-Men United.)

Geek Tyrant reports a bit about what Dougherty and Bryan Singer were planning for their version of the third X-Men movie here. (Holy character name typos in that blog post, Batman!)

An excerpt:
…Phoenix was going round the world taking things into her own hands and that she had basically returned as a god, which they did in X3. She had viewed herself as above the conflict, that she was here to end things on her terms, she was sick of the fighting and she was going to take things into her own hands and she did not give a s**t what the X-Men or the Brotherhood had to say about it.

And ultimately the way it was going to end, at least the version I was pushing for, would be that Phoenix was kind of like the Starchild at the end of 2001, she didn’t just get stabbed and die again, but she kind of chose to leave.

Hm. Now, I think that the third X-Men movie that we got sucked balls. If you’ve been reading TDF for a while, you may have already read me rant about this. And while I think nearly anything would be better than the piece of cinematic crap that was made, Dougherty’s description of their version just isn’t doing it for me. Maybe he just gave a really cursory rundown of their idea, but it feels like there’s very little conflict, other than PHOENIX DOES BADASS STUFF. Which is cool. I’m a huge Phoenix fangirl. I like the idea that she doesn’t have to be killed to keep herself from going crazy (slap the hysterical woman, right?), but I wish Doughtery had described a bit more of what would happen. Would the X-Men and/or the Brotherhood fight Phoenix? Give me more!!

Or it’s possible that I’m just brain fried right now, and I’m whining because a writer didn’t tell me enough about a movie that didn’t get made, heh. I’ve got a post about how Phoenix got the shaft in the X-Men movies percolating in my head, but I’ve got three proposals to write. I’ll have to save it for another day.


TDF Pamela

The Discriminating Fangirl, who is more likely to answer to Pamela if you shout it at her, is currently working on a MA in English, focusing on children's/young adult literature and popular culture. She reads voraciously, loves geeky movies and tv shows, reads comic books as often as she can buy them, and when she's procrastinating, she enjoys playing video games. She can be contacted at t.d.fangirl @ gmail.com and followed on Twitter at the link below.

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The Great Fangirl Debate

There has recently been a spate of articles in the geekverse about a supposed invasion of fangirls. Basically, 40% of this year’s San Diego Comic Con attendees were female, and many of them were young and fans of Twilight. There was a lot of bitching at SDCC about the Twilight fans; I was there and overheard plenty… and even did some myself. [cough] But it seems that the Twilight invasion has brought to the fore the concept that women can and do like geeky things, and a lot of the commentary seems to express shock, as if women are just now starting to like comic books and science fiction and all that deliciously nerdy stuff. Girls invading the treehouse! That sort of reaction. There has also been a lot of speculation as to why girls get into geeky stuff as well as the differences between fangirls and fanboys.

The writers of The Discriminating Fangirl weigh in with their own experiences as female geeks.

The Bibliomaniac

I’ve been a fangirl almost from the get-go.

My mom taught me how to read when I was three, and I’ve never quit. I was reading the Oz books by the time I was six. The Narnia books, Edgar Rice Burroughs’ Tarzan series, and Madeleine L’Engle’s novels accompanied me to the age of nine, when I simultaneously discovered comic books and the novels of Stephen King. From there, I branched out into H. P. Lovecraft, the pulp series of Destroyer novels, and the Wild Card shared-world anthologies.

It wasn’t just reading, either. Movies like the Star Wars and Star Trek films, the Indiana Jones series, Ghostbusters, and the three fantasy ‘L’s of the mid-80s—Ladyhawke (1985), Legend (1985), and Labyrinth (1986) further fed my fannish bliss.

By 1985, I had graduated from high school, but family members and friends who expected me to “put away my childish things” now that I was an adult were doomed to disappointment. They didn’t understand what I got out of—in their words—such shallow and stupid pursuits.

Part of that’s perfectly understandable when you realize that being a geek back then was pretty much accepting that you were consigning yourself to the bottom rung of the social ladder. This was especially true for female geeks. In comparison to the last few years, when geekdom has come into its own, being a girl geek in the 80s and early 90s was to constantly struggle with the ugly stereotype that was in vogue then: socially maladjusted, physically unattractive, uninterested in the things that occupied “normal” girls. My stepmother, for example, couldn’t understand why I preferred to watch The X-Files rather than the soap operas she loved.

But geekdom has always offered me two things that made all the social bias worth it. The first of these is social acceptance. One of the things about any hobby is finding other people who share your interests to talk to, and this is as true of collecting action figures or manga as it is about setting up model trains or birdwatching. We seek peers to share and compare our stories with, to discuss highlights and lowlights, and to expand what we know about our interests.

Perhaps even deeper than that, however, was the overwhelming sense of magic and wonder that I found in these books and movies that has stayed with me to this day. Watching a sorceress fly away in a magic bubble, reading about talking lions and superheroes made me believe that anything was really possible—not just around me, but within me, as well.

It was enjoying the fantastic experiences created by others that led me to want to create my own. These days, I’m a writer; I write fantasy and horror, and have done freelancing for RPGs. Geeky fangirl stuff all the way. With any luck, the stuff I write will inspire people as I was inspired. If so, then all the bias and societal disapproval in the world will have been worth it.

Emily

Quote: Guys, says Krasniewicz, tend to focus on stats, quotes and other details: “I’ve discovered at different comic book conventions that it’s more about ‘can you top this?’

I have definitely experienced this. When I tell some guys I’m a comic book fan, they quiz me about names of characters and other details. I’ve never had to prove my geek cred to another female fan. But the generalizations of the articles kind of scare me. I don’t think that is what all male fans are like. Even if it were all fanboys, it might be a guy thing or it could be something else. Maybe fanboys are used to being picked on so they want you to prove your geekiness before they trust you. I’m not sure. Nor do I think all female fans “… want to talk about how the stories make them feel.” Ugh. That makes us sound like an episode of Dr. Phil or something.

I’ve had plenty of conversations with guy fans about storylines and emotional moments of comics or movies. It’s not so much talking about our “feelings” as saying, “Dude, that was awesome!” or “I was trying not to cry!” So I suppose I tend to side more with Joss Whedon and think that fans are fans for the most part but with the caveat that men and women often come at things with different perspectives. I think the Twilight brouhaha was more about the age of the girls who attended that panel. Hundreds of twelve year olds can be a lot to handle, I know because I went to sleepovers when I was a kid. But they won’t always be twelve. Kevin Smith followed up his quote about the Spock and Chewy costumes by saying, “They need to be encouraged because in six years they’ll be eighteen-year-old girls who like vampires. [...] Don’t boo it. There’s a plan and it’s working.”

I may not want to have sex with these girls when they are of age (as is implied) but the point is, these are young fans and if they’re kicked out of fandom (or not allowed to Comic Con) we’re gonna lose the next generation. That means fewer friends for me and fewer chicks for the fanboys.

Finn

Since I hit my mid-thirties next year, I’ve probably been a fangirl longer than the word “fangirl” has even been in existence. It also means that my formative fangirl years were during the 80’s. Transformers, X-Men, G I Joe and He-Man and the Masters of the Universe (“By the power of Grayskull!”) were all parts of my daily life well before the movies were ever made, so the references I’ve been hearing lately about the “sudden surge of female fans” is crap. We’ve been here the whole time.

No one bothered to take notice of us fangirls because we weren’t seen as the ones snapping up the products, watching the shows, or buying the comic books. We were supposed to get caught up in what our Barbie was going to wear to one of her many jobs, or wonder which My Little Pony to play with that day instead of wanting to watch fighting ninja turtles or people from the planet Arus (bonus points if can name that one before you read the rest of the sentence) who rode around in robotic lions.

Maybe that’s it.

Maybe it’s not the fan world suddenly noticing our presence, maybe it’s the business world stirring the figurative pot. Maybe the starched shirt corporate America types with their overinflated salaries are creating this buzz by saying it’s some sort of phenomenon because they see dollar signs when they see us coming. After all, females are the same ones that don’t even bat an eyelash at dropping $400.00 on a pair of designer shoes they’ll wear once. What says that they wouldn’t drop the same amount on some piece of comic book art they consider a collectible?

Then again, maybe that’s not it either.

Maybe we’ve always known who we were and everyone else finally caught up to us fans who just happen to be girls.

Strangeness Abounds

Photo courtesy of “korukunuki” on http://www.cosplay.com

Photo courtesy of “korukunuki” on http://www.cosplay.com

As a completely packaged “fangirl” and rabid nerd from the day I could punch buttons on my father’s NES (I want to say…two years old?), I must say that I’m rather insulted by these “discoveries.” The fact of the matter is, women like me have existed for a long, long time, but this Twilight phenomenon is forcing people to more or less officially recognize us. Frankly, I’m disgusted that women cosplayers haven’t been recognized before the Twilight frenzy – surely they are a version of the nerd at their zenith? At the very least, these women should have been recognized before any of these so-called Twilight “fangirls.”

I am a rabid nerd, but I have not always been unapologetic, to my shame. I played video games all throughout childhood, waited in line to buy the first N64 I could lay my hands on in 1998, watched Star Wars, Indiana Jones, and The Lord of the Rings as a young teenager, but unfortunately, my desire to be accepted by peer groups I believed were the best forced me to mash my nerdy nature into a corner where I did not talk about it and never even mentioned it in passing.

It was not until my late high school years when the much-repressed nerd inside me broke out with a voracious appetite. I pulled out all my old gaming systems, repaired them if needed, and worked on playing them all over again. eBay was especially helpful during this time of release— I ordered old cartridges and controllers like a true junkie.

And movie preferences? I’d rather sit down and watch Watchmen over a sweet, tender, teary chick flick any day of the week. Raiders of the Lost Ark beats The Notebook in romance and I will not take that back.

So about the sudden discovery of these fangirls – I say they’ve been here all along. They just learned to hide their tendencies because they wanted to fit in for so long and then realized later in their lives that there is nothing like being themselves, as absolutely cheesy and over-rehashed that sounds. I hope that this current trend towards open welcomes to female nerds in all forms continues – it would be a shame to see another generation of daughters hide their love for all things nerdy.

TDF Pamela

Like most of my esteemed fangirl colleagues, I’ve been a fangirl for a looooong time. I was a fangirl before I even knew there was such a thing, having been raised on Star Wars and Star Trek: TOS reruns and SF/F books. I remember being teased in junior high for wearing a Star Trek: TNG t-shirt (of course, it did have Commander Riker on it…), and I remember the vaguely amused confusion of my high school classmates when they found out that I was obsessed with The X-Files. But at that point, most of the confusion and teasing had nothing to do with the fact that I was a girl. It was just because I liked geeky things.

I haven’t run into too much hostility because I’m a fangirl. There’ve been the creepers who followed me around the comic book store, panting. There have also been a few jerks who’ve disdainfully asked me if I’m buying comics for my boyfriend. Most of the nastiness I’ve experienced has been online, where the cloak of semi-anonymity seems to give some people permission to act like assholes. Overall, though, I’ve been having a great time as a fangirl, and I’ve met lots of fanboys who seem to have no problem with fangirls, and who aren’t surprised by any sudden “invasions.”

See, I don’t think there has been an invasion of fangirls. The fangirls have been here all along. Maybe we’ve had to learn to blend a bit, especially if we’re not the kind of fangirl who wears Slave Leia costumes. But we’ve been reading comics and science fiction and doing geeky things for a very long time, and in large numbers. Admittedly most of the cons I go to around Dallas are small, but there’s always a sizeable percentage of women there.

Perhaps the idea of the invasion has more to do with Hollywood suddenly realizing that women are a lucrative part of their audience. Twelve year old girls, such as the ones screaming over Twilight, can generate a lot of cash flow. When I was twelve and super into ST:TNG, I know I bought a lot of stuff, thanks to parents who sympathized with my geekiness. Hollywood has been increasingly using SDCC in particular as a vehicle for promotion of upcoming films, so the con itself is becoming less geek specialized and more mainstream. So… it stands to reason that it would attract a wider audience that would include people who wouldn’t normally go to a con.

I do have to say that I have a problem with the generalizations about fangirl/fanboy motivations. It falls back on outdated gender stereotyping: girls are emotional, boys are logical. I call bullshit. People are much more complex than that, and trying to narrow down exactly what fangirls like and what fanboys like does a disservice to everyone. Sure, some guys are really into statistics. So are some girls. And while lots of female fans dig relationships in comics, so do lots of male fans. I personally love relationships and romances in my geeky fandoms, but then I also adore some good, hard science fiction. So, which box do I fit into?

Fangirls have been around for a long time, and we’ll continue to hang around as long as there’s stuff to get geeky about. To all of the people who are completely cool with this concept, I thank you. To the people who continue to freak out and moan about how fangirls are invading “their” conventions and comic book stores… Come on. Get over it. After you do, I’m sure you’ll find lots of awesome fangirls to talk shop with.

WereGeek

“A Sudden Influx of Women? Hardly!”

I’ve been a comic book fan since I was four or five. I’ve been a superhero comics fan since about age twelve. In the nearly twenty years I’ve been going to comic specialty stores, I’ve never felt uncomfortable, unwelcome or unwanted…except around the time when the owner of my local was tired of the business and started acting like a jackass. But he drove everyone away, not just us female-types.

I was always disappointed growing up that no other girls shared my passion for comics. This was the pre-Internet age so the only people I could compare myself with were the kids in the one middle school in town and, later, the one high school. I didn’t know of any other girls who read comics, but I didn’t know any guys who read them, either. Which is why I was so surprised when I found out that bigger towns actually had whole stores devoted to comics!

Now, of course, everything is different. It’s very easy to find male and female fans from all over the world. Every show, niche or OTP has its own followers and finding one that takes your fancy is merely a Google search away.

I went to ComicCon in 2002. My female friend and I went in for the Wednesday night preview and we met some great industry professionals. I especially remember Joe Quesada taking the time to tell us con virgins how to deal with the unique stresses of SDCC. His advice wasn’t targeted to us as women; it was just general, all around good advice. There were plenty of women at the con and my friend and I didn’t feel out of place at all. If you want proof of how many women were there in 2002, just look at the floor scenes in Comic Book: The Movie.

What it boils down to is this: women have been interested in comics for a long time. We’ve blended in and gotten along and everyone seems to have forgotten we were there. The uproar taking place now is a response to the sudden influx of fans of new, female-oriented properties like the always-mentioned “Twilight”. What this shows me, more than anything, is that even in the supposedly individualistic, let-your-geek-flag-fly culture of fandom, the majority expects conformity. If women behave similarly to fanboys, they’re welcomed. Especially if they’re hot and rocking a Slave Leia costume.

If women behave consistently with fandoms other than the excepted norm (yes, there are a lot of similarities between early-60s Beatlemania and the “Twilight” phenomenon), they are seen as aberrant and abhorrent to “geek culture” at large. The detractors had better clue up though because, with entertainment outlets increasingly targeting young women and teen girls, this is only the tip of the iceberg and the fanboys had better learn to share.

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TDF Pamela

The Discriminating Fangirl, who is more likely to answer to Pamela if you shout it at her, is currently working on a MA in English, focusing on children's/young adult literature and popular culture. She reads voraciously, loves geeky movies and tv shows, reads comic books as often as she can buy them, and when she's procrastinating, she enjoys playing video games. She can be contacted at t.d.fangirl @ gmail.com and followed on Twitter at the link below.

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